Vague

She cant hold the conversation. He cant hold his tongue. Everything is ending, theres no use pretending. Tension builds, tears collapse.  Stop the torture, stop the drama. You don't deserve the attention. Just live, stop dreaming about death.

    It doesn't matter how hard i try to understand the people in my life, to me, they shall always be an enigma. Sometimes our traditions seem pointless and vague. What is the greater reason? Where do these emotions come from. This makes no sense, yet I am only certain of one thing... "Sábio é aquele que conhece os limites da própria ignorância".  I'm aware of my ignorance, of my flaws, of my weaknesses. Now is time to search for my strengths.

Ripples in the water

What will be left behind?One day this body will decay and the world will have one less inhabitant.But what will I  leave behind?Life long achievments?A prestigious career?A widowed wife? Were all but pawns, in a game of kings and queens. Just another ripple in the water. Another cloud in the big blue sky.
   So how far up may I go, in ,my infinite journey to achieve perfection. Im not a poet, a profet or a professor. I am but just a boy, finding his own path. No matter what the outcome, I shall never hold regrets. The wind shall blow, the leaves shall fall and I will be gone, living on only in your memories.

Feeling twisted...

Yes the title is best describing my mood right now...